Thoughts & Beyond

When I feel I need a break from here, my mind often wanders and I start to think of the boys and I having a family vacation off some place new. I got an idea from an old friend of mine about these specialty escorted tours and tour packages all over the world such as those offering very unique tour relating to history, culture and special events. I recently found this interesting website with many resources and incredible information, and interactive world maps offering such tour packages like asia tours as well as canada tours which really caught my interest and attention.

Though there is this interesting national parks tours that also made me consider it for one moment because surely it will be an educational and fun learning tour to try one day. That kind of trou will be good for us when the little boy is much older assuming we do make that kind of travel from where we are you know. But anything is possible in this world as long as we dream and work to make that dream come true. one of my friends never thought her dream of joing a group tour around Europe will indeed come true. Well she is making that dream come true as I am writing this. So far she has been to Australia, Vienna, Prague and Germany. I wish me and the boys could also make that kind of tour one day. Who knows the Lord will indeed grant my prayer? I know He will!

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I love the sound of the falling rain outside. It soothes and calms me right now. I feel like going to bed now.

I was disturbed after making a call earlier. He knows better than to break my trust. He knows the consequences when he breaks my trust and I hope that what I was thinking was wrong of all people. You cannot blame me given the inconsistencies I have seen before. Women’s instincts are almost true most of the time and I hope I am just truly wrong or else hubby knows what will happen. He cannot say what I don’t know won’t hurt me for I intend to know the truth and he knows me… I hope. Unless his ever forgetful self will be used as an excuse again. Don’t use that angry approach with me to cover up whatever guilt if ever there may be. Oh well let’s not waste our time on thoughts that will just waste our life. Let’s just try to be positive here.

For now I am just grateful for the rain! I know it will lull me to sleep now. Good night friends!

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There was one time that I suddenly opened up a topic to hubby about investments and what I got in response from him was a smile and nod. I told him that I got a golden idea. I told him what if we buy gold coins out of the savings we have in the bank. Then as I told you he just smiled at me and nodded. I somehow got confused if that nod was a yes go ahead sign and response from him about this idea I suggested or was it like saying go ahead at your own risk. I know any investment as unique as investing in gold for ordinary people like us seem incredible or it seemed risky too. Though any investment may have its risks, the benefits this may have for us and our family in the future in terms of our finances may be something we will truly appreciate by then.

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Last Tuesday morning, hubby and I thought that we might be possibly be expecting a baby girl. But it turned out to be a false alarm by Tuesday evening. We were kind of happy already if ever it would turn out to be positive but deep inside we know that there are preparations and things yet to be done before we can expect baby number two. I have to go to my OB-gyne for a check up first. If I can even have a general check up then that would be more favorable on my part to my real health condition. Plus I want to take the best prenatal vitamins this time to help in the baby’s development if ever which would truly be beneficial. More importantly we still need to save more and be prepared for the coming of a new baby if ever. I would now truly demand for a help or nanny in the house. I already got my hands full with lil boy how much more if we have a new baby in the house. Plus if possible before a new baby comes into our lives, we have settled in our very own house already.

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I was having a chat with hubby awhile ago as the lil boy was still sleeping and we talked about something that made me remember one of my former officemate whose father was diagnosed with lung cancer. The last time we met was in the hospital where we had the lil boy for checkup and she was there to accompany her father to the doctor whose clinic was in the same floor as that of our lil boy’s doctor. That was the time that she first learned about her father’s illness. She was trying to be strong then not showing her dad she was already crying because at that time we talked, her father did not know yet the results of the xray and tests. They were still on their way to the doctor’s clinic. I wish her dad is doing well at this time and surviving the Big C.

I have read some Health Facts about lung cancer before and I remember how we need to be informed about the diseases that affects our loved ones. There are health and medical facts and information as well as health tips that I browsed through there before. Before I did read about the options for surgical intervention for varicose veins which is a concern of my dear mother. I did tell her about those options for non-surgical treatment of varicose veins. She said she will think about it and is more into the non surgical options. Thinking again of my former offcice mate’s dad, I constantly pray we would never have to come face ot face with the Big C in our family.

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